--»H3AD BUSSiN TO0«-- JADAKiSS - YOU MAKE ME WANNA

--»MO0D SWiNGS«-- UPSET AT SOME SHiT

--»i BANG iN MY«-- SHORTS + A TEE

--»ON MY MiND«-- EDWiN, JOSH CALLiN, SOME BULLSHiT THAT WENT DOWN EARLiER THiS WEEK

whas good? i felt like it was time for a new xanga, i ain`t really like my old one. i`m tired as hell, but i`ma go on & write in here before i forget. halea got her license yesterday, so she brought me home from school. she had practice first so i chilled in the car, then we went to her house so she could take a shower. on the way to my crib, we stopped at knightdale seafood & bbq to eat. well, we was gettin ready to leave & she realized she`d left her wallet at her house. ol girl was freakin out. but, we came to my house, i changed clothes, then we picked up edwin & went to her house to get her wallet. the reason we was out was to go see Secret Garden at my school. that play sucked. couldn`t nobody sing. me & edwin ain`t really watch it thoe. we was just talkin & laughing at shit, and i remember some girl came & told us to please be quiet. it ended around 9 45, then halea brought us back home. stopped at mcdonald`s on the way & it was these 2 lesbians in there. one kept staring at me, & had me feelin a little on the uncomfortable side. umm... i got to bed around 12.

so then today my mom woke me up around 6 to get ready to go to king`s dominion. until today, i was terrified of rollercoasters. bad enough i`m afraid of heights. it took us 3 hours to drive to VA to get there. but we finally did, and i rode on just about all the rollercoasters. i had fun & conquered my fear of em, so now me & rollercoasters are straight. only as long as i close my eyes thoe. don`t like seein how high up i am. but yo, i got on this thing that you sit on & it take you up in the air & drops you. now, i ain`t realize it was as high as it was.. but i got on that bitch & it`s like 20 floors in the air. prolly a little taller. after i got off i was shaking for bout 5 minutes. we left soon after that thoe. came home & ate mcd`s AGAIN. fuckin tired of fast food. oh, i won a patrick stuffed animal at kings dominion & my mom bought me a squidward. gotta love spongebob.

alright, about 30 minutes ago i`m on the phone wid edwin & i get a beep. i answered it & it sounded like my dad so i told edwin i`d talk to him tomorrow. i click back over & it`s josh dumb ass. he was on some shit about how we needa hook up, he heard i gotta new boyfriend & all sorts of bullshit like that. so i asked him wat the deal wid him & halea. nigga tryina front like he don`t know, but he finally was like yeah we hooked up a little bit, but you shouldn`t care since you gotta new boyfriend & all. then nigga hung up in my face. i called edwin back & we called halea on 3way so i could ask why the hell did Josh call me?! she told me he was comin over to her house & she was gone speak to him about it. for some reason, josh callin upset me. me & him 'broke up' or whatever back in september or august of last year. why the hell he still callin me for? nigga is bout to be 21 years old, i`m 16.. what he need wid me? shit is fuckin ridiculous. i was tired so i got off the phone wid edwin.. & i`m bout to go to bed, so i`ll prolly get back on this tomorrow? who know`s. buh drop some love thoe. g`night.

kristi